So of course the hubby is still gone, in the field, working whatever you want to call it...And I have found myself on the couch more then I would like to admit. It really is pathetic but my days have been reduced to getting excited about what is on TV for the week...That is so sad...
Tonight Project Runway is back, I am so glad it's finally time for a new season. Normally I would consider it a guilty pleasure but tonight it is simply a way to pass time and not think about how bored and lonely I am.
And then I feel stupid. Come on you have dealt with a deployment and had to wait 10 months just for R&R what the heck is 3 weeks...Well honestly barely a blip on the separation scale but I think inevitably part of me reverts back into that mode. And this absolutely no contact thing is killing me..I know if I could just talk to him every now and then I would be handling this a lot better...
Truth is separation is just that Separation no matter how you look at it and it's never going to be easy. I just need to get over myself and be thankful for TV haha...
Yay Project Runway!!!!
2 comments:
I'm an army wife too. I agree, the separations are never easy. I find the shorter ones to actually be more challenging, because you're still in the two-parent routine.
You're doing a great job! And thank god for blogs :) xox
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